They can't even tell me why I am the way that I am. I even sought out help from psychologists and they declined to treat me (later found out they don't accept pedophile patients unless they are sex offenders). I refuse to live my life as a hermit because I was born this way. I wish I could 'fix' myself or could do more to change my situation but I can't. When my boys become college-aged, I want them to remember back at the times when they were 7-12 and we cuddled together and how good it felt and how fun it was. For me, leaving behind memories of affection is the most important thing. I will not rape a kid but I will not turn a boy away if he wants to cuddle with me either. Really what I wanted to say is that even though I am attracted to boys, I have my boundaries. I think some are more disciplined than others.
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It takes one to know one and there are many of us out there. The mothers adore him and would never think he was a pedophile. For example, I know this one guy who is very friendly to mothers with young girls.
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They want to believe and feel what makes them feel safe and good. They think they know me better than I know myself but they do not. I do feel like I am living a lie and the general population is ignorant about pedophilia. However, I am very attracted to boys that I don't really know or other men who loves boys too. I almost see him as my own kid and that kills the attraction. I have not acted out on my attractions because once I get to know a boy personally, I am not attracted to him anymore. For reasons outside of being a pedophile, I started working with boys. While I continue to jumpstart my career, I have found limited job opportunities. I am neither attracted to men nor women just boys.
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For the longest time, I thought I was gay which was weird because I had a few same-sex experiences and did not enjoy it. I think that is why it took me so long to realize that I am a pedophile. I never acted on my attraction because I was never around boys. Ever since I was 12, I knew I had an attraction to boys ages 7-12.